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The death of a hopeless romantic

There was a time when the skies were tangerine; the wine sweet, the smile warm, and the hearts caught in between. There was no fear in the world, or perhaps that was the illusion I had surrounded myself with. Insecurities were a thing of the past, tears never even surfaced on the cheeks, and there were smiles. Oh! Lots of smiles. And then everything went to shit. Billowing clouds marked the horizon, shrouding the tangerine sun in its arms. The wine grew bitter, the smile got forced, and the heart ached and cried. It sucks to go through a heartbreak. It kills to go through a heartbreak again and again. And before you know it, you see it- the death of a hopeless romantic. You hate the world for all its fairy tales and glossed up movies. You hate the stars you once gazed at, the beaches you walked barefoot on, and even the god... because why the hell not? The world without love is a soulless place, each sense, each smell, triggering memories you wish to forget who are out to suck your sou...
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What hurts the most?

Hmmm.... Life SUCKS 2020 - THE BIGGEST CHANGEOVER..... Shit happens. People change. Priorities change. Way of living change.  Corona has changed things. It has indeed upset the established order and now everything is chaos. The billionaires have actually made more in the pandemic. Meanwhile, the tears have dried on the cheeks of that farmer who can't sell his crops anymore and can't afford basic treatment for his family. It is indeed the age of waking up to reality. Liquor is dearer than water in these times and votes matter more than the lives of the voters. This too shall pass. But don't let the learning from these times fade away. The most important thing which I learned during this period is that , "Our life is UNPREDICTABLE". There are days when I don’t want to wake up. Don’t want to open my eyes to the empty chairs and the silent air. Don’t want to lose the dream woven by the myriad memories that never were. Don’t want to feel the heaviness again, the restle...
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What are some tips to live a Better Life?

  Laughing More -  The world has way too little laughter. Make it a daily habit to laugh out loud, to truly lol, once at least. Reading Books -  1 Book a Month at minimum, 4 if you want to quickly live a better life. Self-Improvement Books about specific things you want to add to your life are a great start. Reaching Out First -  If you want to have more fun with friends then you plan the events. Don’t wait for others to get you to the life you want and take the first step yourself as often as you want to. Exercising Regularly -  4–6 days a week with at least 1–2 days of cardio. Going Outside -  Nature, Fresh Air, and calm, relaxing breezes are sometimes all you need to take the edge of a stressful day. Scheduling your Day -  Unconscious Time is Waste Time. Conscious Time is Not. Regret only comes from the empty spaces in your calendar. Meditating -  Too few people nowadays look inward for fulfillment and try to fill their day with distractions. L...
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Broken, Yet breathing

There are days when I don’t want to wake up. Don’t want to open my eyes to the empty chairs and the silent air. Don’t want to lose the dream woven by the myriad memories that never were. Don’t want to feel the heaviness again, the restlessness again, the pain again. I imagine stories to tamper with those memories. I create situations that there never were. I lie to myself, again, and again, and again, and again, to create these illusions that are just perfect. If they were my reality, I wouldn’t have tasted pain. If they were my reality, I wouldn’t have known the power of my words. If they were my reality, I’d have been happy to get lost in that shell— that warm & comfortable space where efforts die a quick death and stagnation is hasty to creep in. Yet as I squeeze my eyelids shut and pray for the darkness to wallow up again, I wonder if everything else came at the cost of these memories. The pain has now become the fuel that drives me. The rage has morphed into an insatiable hun...
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THE SADDEST TRUTH ABOUT SMART PEOPLE

During the interview with  Elon musk , he was asked that “what would you want to tell to someone who wanted to be a future elon musk” elon musk replied “i would not recommend them to be me, it's not as much fun as you think it may be”. 2. Ratan tata one of biggest industrialist during a speech said that he didn't have any friends when he launched  TATA INDICA  famous Indian car. Which was among first few cars which were fully made in India had no friends who supported him. Saddest truth is they always risk no matter what maybe the consequences and are alone and lonely.    
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Life Advice For A 17yrs Old (17teen special birthday blog)

  If you’re 17 year old & reading this right now, Man you are lucky! You have so much time & opportunity, it’s crazy. Being in the same age, the best I could give is to understand myself, my inner conscience it will surely change the course of my life. So, Here we go: Make it a goal to become self aware I know that you’re young & you’ll be evolving a lot over the next few years, but trust me, self awareness is a prerequisite for achieving anything amazing in any area of your life. Self-awareness means being fully aware of the 'self' - yourself. You as a person, as an individual, as a living, breathing, walking entity. What you like or dislike is a very small part of that. After 17 years of life, you have developed some patterns & personality. It is essential that you know fully well what/who you are. Know exactly who you are Learn about yourself Learn what works for you Learn how you function Study yourself Test yourself Learn why it works for you in every area ...
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DAY 1 OR ONE DAY

OVERTHINKING seems small but it can ruin your soul.  This time I am confessing , I need someone's help it's urgent. No one is understanding it but I am loosing myself, my identity , my mind , everything . I believe that within my area of ​​study there are many things that can make the world a better place. Making art for me is a kind of liberation and freedom. Art can help people forget about their surroundings and helps them increase their creative capacity and reduce stress but sometimes nothing works. being unique acting different is temporary nothing works.  I have been writing since last 4 yrs despite my age, but this is not a normal blog that you might expect.  once again I am feeling depressed , once again no one is around me.. why I am feeling so? oh god! sometimes nothing works but there will be someone who can understands you, fells you , show you the right path, just go and find them. Why life always has a question mark? WHY? Why I am behaving like this? I want...
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